To Proenza or Not

So I've had my Proenza Pink lipstick from Lancome for a couple weeks now, but haven't been able to "break the seal". Everyone who has seen this lipstick in person, knows that it's not immediately viewed as a very wearable color. It definitely has potential, but I would feel so guilty "testing" it out on myself and then deciding it doesn't work for me. I guess I will just have to keep waiting until I'm ready to experience the Proenza!